Tilt a Whirl

Today is one of those days where I wish I could bring my kitty to work.

Or maybe stay home with the kitty. That sounds better.

I don't even know why I am here today. I'm pretty much useless. Just staring at the screen opening emails, reading them only halfway through before stumbling over to some spreadsheets and sort of staring at them, wondering then wandering, ignoring the phone, smiling at people who walk in and ask stupid questions when I want to yell "does it really matter?"

Does it?

I want to ride my bike. I want to fall into his arms. I want to know. I want to hug her.

And I don't want to be here.