Gimme some gawddamn Coffee NOW
I switched today.
I'm on my 5th cup of decaf. I don't normally drink five cups of coffee at work, but I guess I am trying to satiate something that just ain't getting satiated? The last time I quit I went through a detox of sorts. I landed quite unexpectedly (and quite unrleated to coffee) in the hospital and since I had other things on my mind, I forgot all about my caffeine addiction.....That is until the headache from hell that hit me on day 2 or 3.
I woke up with a migraine to end all migraines. I pushed that little nurse call button so hard I thought I was going to break it. Staff ran in with cardio equipment (or something) because I scared them. The NP asked me what was wrong. "The pain...the pain..." I muttered.
They gave me a vicodin. For my caffeine headache.
and one more the next day.
And then I was detoxed.
And I stayed that way until I am not sure when. But sometime between then and now, I got addicted again.
I decided the other night to break the habit.
At least during the week.
Thank god tomorrow's Saturday.